Rationality Weds Junoon (Joyous Madness): – A Tale of Transformation

The story of rationality wedding Junoon
Incredible story indeed!
Also the story of my second birth, which transformed me into a twice-born person
Let us begin the story:
Here I am
The Tsunami of rationality is over
After the tsunami of rationality did its job
There was a strange calm
Nothing old, decadent, and hateful in me escaped the wrath of rationality
Everything that was evil was deconstructed
Narrow identities like Caste, tribe, race, ethnocentrism male chauvinism, fear of death, fear of the unknown, Herd mentality, herd morality, narrow identities, got washed away
And nothing remained untouched
Only I stood like a rock
With my humanity intact
And with my morality anew
Now I belong to no caste, no tribe, and no race
I am what I am, a species being
A seemingly independent autonomous node of a great social network called humanity
A node embedded in a great web of human relations in which and through which I manifest myself
I am a part of nature
At the same time, I am apart from it
I am part of society and at the same time apart of it
Without me, society or community is like a ghost.
You are not the other; it is me out there, one of my unique copies
I no longer feel a sense of separation from nature
I can listen to the cries of my mother earth calling for help against capitalist leviathan raping and mutilating her
I see acid rain as tears of Mother Earth
I listen to my daddy, the sun, ridiculing me for depleting the ozone layer which can harm beloved mother Earth and her children
I am a new man
Whose social being does not conflict with his species being
I can dance with a butterfly like a kid
A dance that is a celebration of its existence
A dance that fills my heart with joy and happiness
Passing through so many appearances, a long toil and labor, so many stages,
Butterfly attains freedom.
Saving itself from dangers and threats of its predators right from its birth as a larva
When it was most vulnerable
Now it can fly, enjoy freedom, and manifest its essence
Like a butterfly, I too toiled very hard to reach this stage,
And saving my soul from poachers and bagpipers, secular as well as religious
When I attained awareness, I could see how my parents, missionaries’ teachers, and clerics acted like poachers, predators of my soul who tried to capture me and turn me into their cage bird.
Freeze me in a particular social mold treat me as a social category reduce me to a slice of myself dissect me and kill me
They filled my heart with hatred of my fellow human beings; they tried to kill my creativity, my dreams, and my imagination. It fills my eyes with tears and I could not stop weeping and crying.
I was like a kid
So innocent and full of trust and love and respect for my parents
Who betrayed my trust; they degraded me to the level of a parrot, to a helpless lamb
Much lower than even to sub-human primates
Abusing my childhood and degrading my species being
I could see now
How my parents behaved like merciless shepherds
With a hot iron rod, they tried to mark me by their religious identity forever
This fills my heart with pain and anguish
Organized religion is a crime against humanity
Soon I awakened; I understood I was a hostage to organized religions
But Rationality made my escape possible,
Rationality became my savoir
It was not so easy
I had to undergo a torturous and painful process
I had to confront my own self and the other including my loved ones
After Tsunami of rationality cleaned my heart from hatred of fellow human beings
Something strange happened
My beloved, Junoon, came to me for a kiss
She was not alone
My inner freedom was with her
I kissed her and that changed everything
Love overwhelmed me
I cried with joy
I am in love with humanity
I turned mad with joy
Love turned into little Junoon
Little madness
Earlier I was feeling senselessness and purposelessness in my life
Now she is my reason to live
She is all my reason
She is the reason I am
To serve her is the purpose of my life
She is as near to me as my juggler’s vein
Now understand the role of love and altruism in human relations
When you love someone you love yourself
Now I have fallen in love with humanity
Fall in love
Fall in love
Fall in love
Love is the kernel of human life
Love alone makes death un-threatening
Love keeps the flames of life alive
Love alone survives death
Without love, a rational person looks like a Skelton or a robot
Love alone gives me flesh and a human face
Rationality was patiently listening to Junoons cries of joy
Junoon requested some space from rationality in my consciousness
The request was immediately granted and Junoon was nested in my consciousness
Rationality was overconfident in itself
Soon rationality felt uneasy and beseeched Junoon
Please do not kick me out
It is I who saved him from poachers of soul
Otherwise this time he would have been a dead man walking
Junoon replied
Without me, he would be merely a calculator
Without me, he would be only Dr. John Nash’s ummah
Cold calculated and callous
Isolated and alienated individual
I alone can transform him from a part to a meaningful full whole
A loving, lovable, and a joyful human being
It is because of me he can enjoy inner freedom
On listening to this Rationality got emotional and ridiculed Junoon
How can you enjoy inner freedom without being free from the outside
You alone cannot be free while your fellow human beings remain in chains
There can be no inner freedom without freedom from external oppressive forces
The problem with you is that you are in haste in declaring your own freedom
And you think freedom is an end in itself
Without the freedom of your fellow human beings, you cannot be free
In their freedom lies your freedom
Your freedom is incomplete unless you have outer freedom
Till then your inner freedom is an illusion
Freedom means freedom to grow to evolve to become complete to unite
Ability to overcome any hurdle in your way
You always need me without me you cannot attain true freedom
Junoon meekly agreed
And said
Now I understand that the basis of human society is love
There is no good which is bad for others
There is no good which you cannot share with others
There is no freedom that you cannot celebrate with others
Our social life is a grand festival a grand celebration
Rationality which was my only guide had rival
Junoon
Little madness
Now I perceived Junoon everywhere
In electrons of an atom, in clouds, in falling snow, in mountain rivers
I felt that sense of liberation as a butterfly feels after it first time flaps its wings
I felt as if I am free like predictably unpredictable clouds
I can now appreciate the joyful dance of Snowflakes, proud of their uniqueness, dancing and falling on my face
Snowflakes proclaimed we all can have little Junoon, you are not the only one
The very moment the snowflakes made this statement, these ceased to exist as if these were their last words
I am a mountain river making its own course
Overcoming myself and any obstacle in my way
Overcoming anything that stops me from uniting to completing myself, my spiritual journey
I am a river that does not tread a fixed path
And never in a straight line, never remain dull and never stagnate
I am non conformist Oppositional but joyful
Not dull like the old rivers of plains like Nile, Tigris, Ganges,
The rivers which did not change their course for centuries
At times these create misery in the lives of human beings when they are in a rage
Instead, I am a joyful mountain river that creates amazing waterfalls and miracles
I am a miracle of rationality
With Junoon in my head
I cried
Hey I am in love
Now I love you
Whosoever you are
Whatever your religion or race is
Now I love Jews
Now I love Buddhists
Now I love Christians
Now I love Hindus
Earlier I used to hate all of them all
Now for me, there is no permanent other
We are all children of this mother earth
We are all earthlings
All divisions whether racial, political, ethnic, or national are arbitrary and secondary
I no longer feel loneliness and alienation as love helps me to relate with my fellow human being meaningfully
As a dignified autonomous individual
Without herd mentality
Without subsuming myself in a crowd
My love for my fellow human beings embed them within myself
They cease to be the other
They cease to be strangers
They are my friends, brothers and sisters
When I took my beloved in my arms she cried
Mujay kia hoa hi tere baho manin
Janat dekhaia
(What has happened to me when you took me into your arms? It was like paradise)
On hearing the word Janat (paradise) rationality smiled
Said nothing
All along Rationality opposed the concept of Janat and life after death, as a false hope, vehemently
To tease rationality
My beloved had a cheek-to-cheek dance with me
She cried, I am in heaven
It made rationality laugh
Rationality said if you want to make the earth a paradise with your love and by living in peace
You are most welcome
Art and literature, Imagination and dreams are what make man different than animals, different than a machine
your Junoon is an act of freedom deep-rooted moral commitment for the good of the humanity
It is an intense faith in her creative powers in her being and in her becoming
Your Junoon is not madness, I call it radical subjectivity
Your Junoon creates
While religious madness destroys
Organized Religion breeds madness
Religion kills dreams
Religion kills creativity
Religion bans imagination
Religion is the scum of the earth
It fills human hearts with hatred
Talks of the permanent other
Talks of perpetual war
Breeds fear in the hearts of its believers
Fear of unknown
Fear of death
Fear of the other
Fear of truth
Enough is enough
Organized religion is the scum of the earth and should be put into the dust bin of history
After this Junoon and Rationality kissed each other
It turned me to tears
These were tears of joy
Seeing the union of yin and yang
Seeing the union of East and west
It gave me happiness
After this, I lived in peace with myself and with my fellow human beings
it was after rationality freed my heart from hateful religion that love could make its nest in my heart
It took a long time to reach this stage
I imbibed Western thought and I got rationality
From great Iranian traditions
I got Junoon
it taught me
az harchi aqal kul shudi
be Junoon mabash ( Even you possess absolute knowledge, keep joyous madness with you)
I call Iran Kishouwri aashiqani admaiyet (lover of humanity)
I am so mesmerized by the greatness of Iranian traditions
I would call it my Mecca
and Al Hallajs Iraq my medina
Great Indian traditions
Great sons of the soil
Buddha, Nanak, Kabir, and Mahavir taught me
Koai nahi haai geer
Koai nahi haai geer
(there is no the other)
ho sab ka bala sab kay baly main ho mere bala
(wish good for all; seek your good in the good to the other )
These are Indian intellectual traditions
Chinese intellectual thought taught me
Dialectics of nature the yin yang concept
It taught me change is the essence of everything
It taught me the other is embedded inside you
I learned from cybernetics
That Observed is embedded inside the observer
Both are related to each other through feedback
Thus if A caused b and b causes c but through feedback, c causes a, a essentially causes itself
This is exactly what Persian poet Rumi has said
This world and yonder world are incessantly giving birth
Every cause is a mother it effect the child
When the effect is born it too becomes a cause
Gives birth to wonders effects
But it needs a very well sight eye to see the links in the chain
It helped me to understand what Jesus Christ has said
love your enemy
If someone slaps you offer the other cheek
Now I can understand what he wanted to tell us.
He wanted to tell us not to be like the other like your enemy
When a person hates you
He wants to make you a hateful person
Hate is inside his mind
By slapping him back he wants to make you like himself is
But if you offer him other cheeks that will be a statement that you refuse to be like him
And you affirm that he is wrong if he thinks that you too hate him
By doing so you remove the hate inside him
You will win a heart and fill it with love
If you slap him his self-fulfilling prediction will come true
You will prove him right
He wants to determine the terms and conditions of engagement
By slapping him you cease to be an actor your response becomes reactive.
Now I no longer fear death
Now I no longer need to have false hope of life after death
I am unthreatened
I am unfettered
I am fearless
Because I have understood myself who am I
I am not only my physical being a standalone individual
I am a part of the human population
Neither there is a ghost inside me called soul or spirit
I am a social as well as biological being
Say a biosocial being
Death at the micro level physiological level, or organism level might seem the opposite of life
But at the macro level, at the level of population, Death gives life to the whole population
Renews it makes it healthier and better
Socially my death will give space for a better human being
Thus humanity will evolve to a higher degree
Either you evolve or get eliminated.
This is my philosophy of life
I am unfettered. I am fearless. Because I have understood myself who am I…there is no a ghost inside me called spirit.
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The Wedding of Reason and Passion
In the heart of the world, a wedding took place,
Where Rationality took Junoon as its bride,
A tale of wonder, an unlikely embrace,
Transforming me into someone twice-born.
The storm of reason swept through my mind,
Destroying the ancient, the hateful, the blind.
No caste, no creed, no narrow divide,
All washed away in Rationality’s tide.
I stood alone, a being reborn,
With humanity intact, from the old self torn.
Now, no tribe claims me, no race defines,
I am just a node in humanity’s lines.
Connected, yet free, in nature and society,
I found my place, in life’s great entirety.
The fears and chains that once held me tight,
Were shattered by reason, by its cleansing light.
But as the waves of logic began to retreat,
A new force emerged, wild and sweet.
Junoon, my beloved, came close to me,
Whispering of love, of joyous insanity.
We kissed, and my world turned anew,
Filled with purpose, with passion, with you.
Mad with joy, I danced with the world,
As love became the banner I unfurled.
Rationality, my steadfast guide,
Now shared space with Junoon inside.
For without madness, reason is cold,
A machine of logic, heartless, old.
Together they dance, in a delicate balance,
Each giving the other a chance.
For in love lies the truth of our being,
A reason for living, a reason for seeing.
No longer do I hate, no longer do I fear,
For love has made all my fellow humans dear.
No more the other, no more the stranger,
We are all one, in this life’s grand wager.
Now I walk in peace, my heart set free,
Loving all, as they are loving me.
With Rationality and Junoon by my side,
I embrace the world, with arms open wide.
For in this union of mind and heart,
I find my true self, my truest art.
A soul unshackled, a spirit reborn,
Dancing through life, in love’s perfect storm.